its a new start to a new journey.. i shall learn to turn away from the bad things in the past and learn to handle the new me. i have to learn to cherish what i have and not to take it for granted. it is a difficult lesson for me to learn to love and understand. but it is so that it will be deeply imprinted in my mind and heart that it is what that is necessary for a relationship to last forever.
i went to watch Money No Enough 2 with dear today. i was like a mad woman and i was really relieved that there was no one else sitting near me today. i was crying one minute then laughing my head off the next. its was hilarious, heart wrenching and very close to the heart, my singaporean heart.
i cried when the old lady in the show had to pull out the plug to let herself die so that her kids will not fight among themselves and also to save her own granddaughter. i can understand the dilemma the character jack neo was in at that time. one is his mother, the woman who brought him into this world, the one who brought him up to be what he is today, the one who selflessly gave him her last savings to help him, the one who went to the coffeeshop to beg for money to help him. and the other is his daughter, his only child, his pride and joy, his own flesh and blood.
i cried when the old lady realised that her 3 sons have left her in the old folks home. when she was feeling so helpless, forsaken by her sons that she have love all her life.
i made a promise to myself at that moment. even if i don have food to eat, i will never do such a thing to my parents. they have never let me feel hungry or unwanted all my life, neither can i do something so inhuman. they have given me everything i have today, irregardless of any conditions, but just because i am their daughter.
it has been a busy day for me.. i will pamper myself tomorrow with a mask.. simply too tired today.. gng to bed soon. and i read kimoko's blog today and found out that there will be a loreal clearance sale today!! she is really very updated on any news that is related to makeup or skincare products. lol. she is kinda like my wikipedia on cosmetics and skincare!!! it is on till the 17th Aug!!! well, i'm pretty broke right now.. so don tink i will be getting anything, so i will just go and check it out...
